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Pauline’s Near Death Experience

Well I had a great time in Belgium. I’ve learned a lot, and I especially know after reading again my last entry. I was worried and had a lot of anxiety. Now, I’m thinking about how we learn to look at adversity with humor. I am feeling so great these days. I’m not really high on life or anything like that, I’ve been there too, but I’m just enjoying a very positive outlook on life. I’m more conscious of what I eat (European food is so much healthier than American food), and I guess more conscious in general.

By the way, there’s a pattern in our experiences when we take these trips. Melvin has his talks, and usually it goes great and he meets new great people, and learns things from them. In the meantime, I have experiences that seem to have a spiritual nature, that have a big impact on my life. So then together we grow in leaps and bounds.

Here is what I experienced and learned from our trip to Belgium.

Getting there was an adventure. A friend of ours had sent us a map of some interesting places to see in Brussels when we arrived there. So we decided to do that and meet our hosts at the end of the little tour. What we didn’t think about was we would be bringing our luggage with us on this walk. At least there was one less bag to carry, it was my clothes, and it missed the plane, and was due to arrive at our hotel the next day. When we got to the end of our walk, we were a block away from where our hosts were waiting for us, and missed them. We forgot the information back at home, and thought it was the square by the big radio tower, but it was the street. Anyway, then our friend who told us of the places to see, came and saved the day, and took us to our hotel in Liege. So at the end of the day, we remembered all the great things we saw, the people who helped us along the way, like gifts from God, and the adventure of it all.

This is because in the last year or two, Melvin and I have discovered God’s sense of humor. No, He’s not laughing at us, He’s teaching us to laugh. It’s important to laugh, and in this we learn to recognize it, and in turn recognize when it’s not God, or the Universe. By the way, this is more evidence that the Universe is conscious. Here’s an example of what I’m talking about, it’s my favorite story to tell. Coming home from our last trip to Florida, we were planning to visit the Savannah Lighthouse in Georgia. We got there on a Tuesday. When we get there we find, very prominently posted, more than even the name of the lighthouse, were signs that said “Closed on Tuesdays”! What’s so special about Tuesday? Must be “The Morses Visit Savannah” day. This kind of thing happens to us all the time, especially when it comes to visiting lighthouses, or another favorite thing for us to visit is old Forts. This happened to us in Belgium too. And even this time I predicted it. We went to visit this Fortress, I think it was in Wallonia. It was a long climb up the hill, pushing a stroller with Melody too. When we were almost to the top, I said, “Wouldn’t it be funny, after we came all this way, for it to be closed?” And it was. But we had a great time too, we collected a bunch of pretty fall leaves, and had a great talk with our new friends. So anyway, I’ve learned a lot about the personality of the Universe. I call it humor but it’s like a lovable irony, if that makes any sense?

So anyway, I feel I have to mention this, I also met someone, I felt was a spiritual twin, or something like that. You know who you are, and I think your mom might have told you also. It was the strangest thing. The moment our eyes met I recognized her. And it seemed like she recognized me. By the way, we’ve never spoke. Here’s another funny coincidence too. I didn’t know at the time she was the daughter of a couple Melvin and I met and went out on a trip with. I told her mom all about this strange encounter, I don’t even know how the subject was brought up. Then I we went to meet her daughter, and there she was!! Anyway she’s 18 I think, and I’ve never been to Belgium before, and never to Europe until a couple years ago. And I recognized her, exactly how she looked right then, but at the same time I had a vision of her being born. I think I met her just before she was born, during a near death experience I had. I think I would have been about 17 when she was born. I may have nearly died then, I’d rather not explain how, as that was a very low time in my life. But I never knew or remembered until I met this girl.

Now that reminds me, someone has asked about the spiritual experience I was talking about in the previous post. By the way I’ve had many spiritual experiences. But when I was 7 I know I had a near death experience. I nearly drowned in a lake. My best friend and I were playing at the point where our feet could barely touch and we couldn’t really swim that well, but we were daring eachother to go further. So somehow we got too deep and started to drown. I haven’t talked to her since I remembered this, but I’m thinking about contacting her again. Anyway, someone came and carried us out. It was a big tall woman, I thought she was a lifeguard, but now that I think about it, if it was, there would have been a big emergency and everything. I know I was unconscious at some point, so I would think there would be CPR and everything, but there wasn’t. I just woke up hanging over the shoulder of this woman, and my friend on the other shoulder. She took me over to a blanket on the hill, I can’t remember if it was mine or not, but she told me to lie down hill and let the water come out, and it did, it just ran out of my mouth. So that’s it, that’s all that I remember. I know that the relationship changed with my friend. We were still friends, but we played differently.

What happened while I was unconscious I can’t remember. I only remember the light. The wonderful, beautiful, warm peaceful light. I remember it when I see the sun glistening on the surface of the water. I know I’m not just remembering the sun shining on the water, because that would be a negative memory. I did have a fear of swimming for a long time, but I still loved to sit in the bath, or kiddie pool. I have a picture, I’m going to see if I can find it, I think it looks like the light I saw, it looks like heaven opening up above me.

Anyway, I think this post is getting really long now and I should finish. Thanks for reading!

The Loving Light is Fluid, Like Crystal Water

I have been worried, and I just today finally realized that’s why I’ve been feeling so cruddy. I’ve had the worst headache of my life, and even my dreams were terrible. Today, when I heard that someone loved my blog, all my anxiety came to a head. My husband, that Dr. Morse is so wonderful, he helped me figure that out. With all that he was doing, he put it all down and took the time to just sit with me and comfort me. My anxiety often manifests as a headache or stomache ache, usually below my consciousness.

With all this new science and the fusing of spirituality and science, I have forgotten to mention something very spiritual I know, and may even someday see scientifically proven. And that’s that it’s all about Love or the absence of it. In other words, what I think you will see through science, is that love has been the fuel, the catalyst, the fluid that keeps things moving. I think it’s more like a fluid. Any of you who have had a spiritual experience, if it’s anything like mine, it seems like that loving light is fluid. Or maybe it looks like the sun shining through some kind of crystal water.

Anyway, wouldn’t you say, that when you have a spiritual experience, there is love. When healing happens, there is love. Finding your soul mate is a spiritual experience. When I met my husband, we got healthier, and even seemed to get younger. Our mental scars were healed too. It was like all the opportunity of the Universe had opened up again. We saw all the possibilities open up before us. I remember thinking, wow, there’s so much I could do! It’s like I have my whole life ahead of me! After about the first year of our marriage, maybe a little earlier, I even went through a time where I was finding my own style, as if I was a clean slate (not like with the old relationships where I just adopted the likes and dislikes of the other which weren’t my own). I was deciding to dress better, I had my hair cut, and realized the most spiritual music I know of is Reggae. The Roots kind of Reggae.

Babies are new to this manifestation of reality. They are still used to heaven, what Melvin calls “non-local reality, or the conscious universe, or the realm of all possibility and information”. Babies have the most pure love you will ever see in this life.

I could go on and on about the consciousness of the universe, but I believe that it’s love that gives it life. Love is what motivates us, it’s what makes us live, babies die without it, actually anything would die without it, in time, I think. And like I was saying before, I think that God is the spirit and the universe is God’s body. They say God is Love, therefore that must mean that love is the hand inside the glove of the universe. It makes sense to me.

So anyway thanks again for taking some time to read my blog about the spiritual side of science.

The Universe Needs Us to Exist!

I learned something today that changes everything for me.

It’s about consciousness, and our relationship to the universe, and our world. Everything is subject to our own consciousness. And only that. It’s true that if a tree falls in the woods and no one is around to hear, it doesn’t make a sound. What comes from that tree is a bunch of waves. We have ears that pick up the waves and we percieve it as a sound. But who knows maybe there are life forms that percieve those same waves as a visual image? What I’m saying is, until we experience it, it is only a bunch of potential. It’s a loose wave form. Only when we look at something is it a solid thing of particles.

The universe needs us, in order to exist! Furthermore, we need brains to experience it. Not to mention bodies containing the five senses.

I have heard that a study showed that if you take an object, like a book, and look away from it, it expands (a very, very minute amount however), then when we look at it, it collapses back to its original shape.

Of the many ways I have been rethinking things, I think it sheds a different light on the neglect of things, and how they age.

So anyway, I have been thinking a lot about this whole particle entanglement thing. More like consciousness entanglement. For instance if you experience a quantum event, or in my own words, a spiritual experience, it affects everything in your life, or in Dr. Morse’s words, it affects your super-neural network. It’s all happening on the inside.

Out there beyond our consciousness is just a lot of potential. Or possibilities. What happens then depends on your state of consciousness. I like to say it’s what you expect, but we don’t always realize what we expect. What we expect is not the same as what we hope for or wish for etc. But often it’s what we fear (a good reason it’s not good for you to worry).

AH HAH! Here’s a fun note to end this on! The wind just now blew our side door open. You bet we were afraid, but it was just the wind! So forget about the fear coming true thing. PLEASE!

I just love how the universe always chimes in at the right moment! Hmm another indicator of the idea that our world depends on our consciousness…

OH and about the Universe being conscious? Of course! Because we are conscious. And, you see, we are all connected, like they always said.

Just a little reality check…for myself

I realize I have found myself in a very large pair of shoes to fill. I once was just a girl working at a grocery store, who had some big ideas no one took seriously. Then I finally met someone on my wavelength. Then I was in for a new life. Really it’s like I grew up as a penguin in the San Diego Zoo, and then an Eskimo from somewhere in Antarctica came and took me home. I was once a bored cashier, and now I am a busy Scientific Researcher. I love my life. But sometimes I am truly amazed, and a little self-conscious. Sometimes I have to remind myself to just be myself. I get so full of ideas, but sometimes they are what is called remote viewers call “peacock racheting,” which is kind of like pushing it or getting too excited, and then missing the mark.

So, now you see the following post (below) which I wrote before this one, which illustrates my point. Be sure to read the comment I added. Thanks for listening!

Gravity and Science and Getting it all Wrong

I haven’t asked my husband this, since he’s asleep, there might be a simple answer. I wasn’t good in science in school, oddly enough! Anyway, I was just thinking, creatures smaller than us, such as mice, weigh less. I think weight has to do with gravity, and gravity has to do with mass. I wonder why then, wouldn’t we weigh less on a larger planet in the same proportion as ours is to mice? I’m sure it’s a simple math problem, but it has me baffled. What is the variable, or difference, between us on a planet x number of times larger than us, and a mouse on a planet the same number of times larger than it?

Anyway, I’ll let you know tomorrow what my husband says, and if it’s something everyone knows, or something no one has ever thought of. I do have a habit of reinventing the wheel, but it’s my opinion, that I am just rethinking the wheel. Why not?

Is there a dark side to the concept of “Remote Field REG?”

Currently we are exploring the concept of “Remote Field REG.” We have assigned a Random Event Generator to someone in New Jersey, from here in Delaware. We want to just see if we could tell if it works like remote viewing, by “assigning” it, the way they assign a number to a particular target they are remote viewing. Honestly the concept is kind of creepy, isn’t it? Well, statistical analysis shows that any major breakthrough in societal technology has had a dark side. The internet is one of them, and the latest, the whole world being so closely connected, topping the charts with the iPhone (I have one by the way, and I wouldn’t give it up for anything), it seems to me this connectedness is what caused the worldwide stock market crash. Everyone simultaneously saying “OH NO! SELL!!” So anyway I leave you to contemplate what kind of dark side could come from assigning a device that measures your electromagnetic field from any distance. Between my husband and I, we’ve had a good laugh about it already. Then ended the good laugh with “To the Lab, My Dear!” and had another good laugh. Maniacal maybe, could we be a little eccentric maybe? Or just have a good sense of humor that was missing in those who fell by the wayside in this field.

Anyway, thanks again for taking some time to read my thoughts, and here’s one last thought: I wonder if one day we are all going to open our eyes to something that was always there (we’ll smack our foreheads and say OHHH!!), but will we see something horrible, like dead souls walking among us? Sometimes it feels that way. Some of us seem so alive, and some people just appear to be robots, going to some menial job every day, for some unknown purpose.

Which reminds me just today, I learned that my 15 year old daughter was having a crisis of purpose in life. She said “What if we were just put here on earth for a single purpose, like saving someone’s life or something, and then that’s it?” Well, she’s 15, and not paying too much attention to what we do, but for the first time in years, I was able to engage her in a way I know she didn’t forget 2 seconds afterwards. To make a long story short, I explained the purpose of reincarnation, as what I learned from Allan Kardec’s book “The Gospel According to Spiritism.” Until now, she didn’t have any long term goals, among many other problems I suppose 15 year olds go through.

Your comments are welcome! Thanks.

The Universe and Other Conscious Things, Revised

Well, The Universe has spoken for itself in the post below. I had written a whole page, a very powerful message, I think, about it. I will try to rewrite it later, when I’m sure there’s no more trouble with my connection or whatever it may be. But hey, just see for yourself, below. I was so upset at first though. See, when you save your work, it goes to another web page to ask if you want to continue editing. Then in a separate function you publish it. It was a mess. Sometimes it said I had no connection, then I had to refresh the page, then there was nothing. Etc. Earlier it appeared to have been published, although only the first two sentences. I figured oh well, I’ll just leave it there as “evidence” of some sort of spiritual crime. But then later when I logged back on after restarting the computer and taking a break etc. I found it was still in draft. Only the first two sentences. So I posted it anyway, because at that point I wanted to make this point. I’m going to post this now, before I get too far, and then I’ll try to rewrite what I was originally going to write. Hey the understanding I have gained is still there. My brain saves and there is never a connection problem. Well, seldom…

By the way, there is an automatic saving feature, that is constantly saving my work every few minutes. What happened to all that data??

The Universe and Other Conscious Things

Yes, the universe is conscious. I just realized it. I’ve heard that question asked at some time or another. It’s

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