Things That Don’t Make Sense

January 25, 2009 on 8:21 am | In Astronomy and Spirituality, My crazy ideas | 3 Comments

I am reading a cool book by Michael Brooks, called “13 things That Don’t Make Sense.” On the cover is that wierd optical illusion that is a 3D triangle with backwards angles that make it look like it’s sort of twisted in on itself. Anyway, the book is NOT about optical illusions. It’s “The Most Baffling Scientific Mysteries of Our Time.” I, of course can’t read these types of books cover to cover, I have to jump around and read the most interesting chapters first, then read the rest. The first chapter I read is chapter 2, The Pioneer Anomoly. The Pioneer 10 and 11 space probes are threatening the laws of physics, because they are drifting off course. A tiny ammount, but enough to make the calculations incorrect. They have dug up all the information they can find and went through all the calculations and can’t find any mistakes.

I think it’s dark matter. I will be talking more about dark matter in the near future. I have some things to write about that are still incubating.

So the next chapter I read was chapter 6, Viking. NASA scientists found evidence for life on Mars. Then they changed their minds. A guy named Gilbert Levin figured out a new way to detect the presence of microorganisms by using something radioactive, and they measure the radioactive emissions, and there’s a whole procedure they do that seemed pretty fool proof to me. Anyway they used this technique on the Viking. It had 4 runs, but it seems 3 malfunctioned. One came back positive. Even Carl Segan was congratulating the guy, but then later apologized and took it back. The thing that makes the least sense to me is, whatever the end result was, after Viking, the Biologists all left the field, and were replaced by geologists and atmospheric scientists. I would think they would be trying again to find life! But they haven’t since. My husband also reminded me about the face on Mars that was all over the news and then dismissed. There is obviously something they’re not telling us.

So anyway the next chapter I’ll be reading is something about the “WOW!” Signal from space.

Here’s my own opinions and beliefs. I think there was life on Mars maybe until the time of the Dinosaurs or right around their extinction. Who knows maybe whatever changed on Earth that killed the Dinos, also changed Mars and made it uninhabitable. Or at least started a change that eventually made it uninhabitable. There is also a nearby star, I wish I could remember its name, but Spiritists believe it is a solar system linked to ours. And every so many years there is some kind of connection and that’s where the Indigo children come from. Anyway, I just have this belief that the Ancient Egyptians (when they built the Pyramids) still had the knowledge in their heritage. We know they had this ritual they had in the death of a king. If I remember right they prepared him and buried him alive. But anyway there is a tiny path through the Great Pyramid that goes from the tomb to the outside and points to the stars. It’s as if they are sending their spirits to this more advanced spiritual place. In an unrelated book I read years and years ago someone said the pyramids are mirroring some constellation. I wonder if that’s the constellation of the star the Indigo children come from. Well I guess I better do my homework on that subject. It’s getting a little outlandish sounding. What it has to do with Mars is maybe that’s where we (or some part of our heritage) came from. I understand the whole evolution idea, but I also understand there is a certain jump in our evolution that isn’t accounted for. There is something in the bible that says that when Noah and his family reached land and started to re-establish, the “Sons of God fell in love with the daughters of man” or I’ve also heard it as “the Angels fell in love with humans” Anyway, maybe in reality it was a more evolved civilization. Otherwise, I imagine how difficult it would have been to repopulate the world with just the one family. (by the way, I think experts say there really was a great flood, but they still don’t know what caused it)

Well, I am willing to bet that there will be some of you who will say “Right on!”, and some of you will say “What are you on?” That’s okay with me. All I’m doing is speaking my mind. Hey maybe someday someone will discover just the things I was speculating. Then I can say “Ah-hah! I knew it!”

One last thought. My husband is reading a book about Indigo and Crystal children. It says they came from a more advanced civilization but were sent here because they were rebels, and they are unhappy to be here, because they feel it is a downgrade. Crystal Children are from “another dimension” and are here to help us with the Indigo children.

Well I was suddenly thinking maybe it has to do with these Egyptians. Maybe they had learned a secret way to get to that place before their time, and therefore were not advanced enough to fit there, and became rebels. And maybe those spirits are being sent back.

Hey someone who commented (forgive me I can’t remember your name just now) didn’t you say you came here because of the way the stars lined up? I believe it, after learning more about Indigo and Crystal children. I am now so intrigued by this whole subject, or subjects that could be linked to eachother.

I invite your comments, especially you, Dr. Morse. (as you might have noticed, he usually fills in the blanks for me, with facts in the comments)

I have an important story to tell

January 18, 2009 on 4:59 pm | In Life Stories | 8 Comments

I’ve been thinking a lot about this and I’ve decided I need to write and share this with you. Melvin sometimes likes to mention that we met 15 years ago when he resuscitated my baby. This was actually 17 years ago, we lost track but I counted. I was only 19 then, and made a lot of mistakes, like meeting the worst possible boyfriend anyone could ever have the misfortune of meeting (not Melvin! We didn’t meet again until 13 years later). I will not tell the details of my relationship with this boyfriend, but he did a lot of stupid things that made a lot of people angry. He used to forever bug my mom and try to find me, but one day he stopped and I never heard from or about him again. I automatically thought someone got mad enough… Well anyway, I got pregnant, and the baby was born 6 weeks premature. Melvin was the one who came to take care of him. I was fortunate enough to know a family who took us in and took very good care of the baby. I don’t remember their names, it was 17 years ago. I remember the mother had a very sweet child like voice, and the father had a prosthetic leg. I named my son Anthony Lee Allen Jacobson.

Unfortunately for me, but I suppose fortunately for my son, they disappeared with him. But it seems that Child Protective Services approved of it. You know, they came to check on us, and of course that terrible boyfriend of mine just threatened and chased the investigator away!

I am sad to say I never saw my son again, and I even lost the one picture I had of him. When he was 6 I heard that they moved to Canada and wanted to start him in school but they didn’t have a birth certificate so the Royal Canadian Mounted Police contacted me. I told them that I don’t want to take him away from them, I just want to be sure they are taking good care of him.

I think usually an adopted son will look for his birth parents at about age 17. I was hoping he would be looking for me, so I’m putting a message out there. I’d like to think he’s getting ready for college or something. I want him to know there is a very stark difference between my life then and my life now.

This is a very daring thing I’m doing, writing something about myself revealing I wasn’t some perfect kid. And this doesn’t have anything to do with science, but maybe spiritual. It is interesting how I had a chance meeting with my soulmate and didn’t know it. And we were trying to make it work with the very opposite, if there is such a thing as the opposite of a soulmate.

Dr. Morse’s True Inspiration

January 16, 2009 on 1:09 pm | In Dr. Morse's Practice | No Comments

Melvin and I are very excited to share with you, he is working again as a pediatrician in our community. He is working with Dr. Lowell Scott in Milton. The exciting thing about this is that Melvin loves to work with children. They are his inspiration! It’s true, it has not just been only when they told him their near death experiences, back when he was an emergency doc, but also in everyday life. Sometimes teen issues, or maybe a family adopting a handicapped child. Autism is another interest of his. I think there is a spiritual element to it. I will write more soon!

God Spot Activity

January 2, 2009 on 5:19 am | In Spiritual Experiences, The God Spot | 4 Comments

Melvin has recently shared an email with me from our friend Lance, wondering if the God Spot was fantasy, or an open channel. Well I can begin by simply saying, I am 100% sure without even a shadow of a doubt that the God Spot is an open channel. (as an aside, I believe all things that exist have movement- if it didn’t move then we wouldn’t have any sense of it)

Lance is grieving the loss of his daughter. Melvin is writing an essay about it, and it will be in the articles to download section. Lance shared a spiritual experience he had recently: (Lance, I’m going to just summarize, let me know if it is inaccurate)

He had fallen asleep on the couch one night and was alone. He heard a voice that sounded like his daughter but not at an age he ever heard, and she sounded happy. He woke up, but fell asleep later, and was in that sort of barely asleep stage (I am familiar with it and I believe I once had an out-of-body experience during that time- I’ll explain it in another post maybe). So anyway he saw a light on and there was a young woman, not his daughter, and she sort of “brought out” his dog who died 3 weeks before his daughter. He was alive and licked him and Lance could smell him. When it was over, he could still smell his dog.

The smell is a very good sign. Melvin will tell a story about spiritual smells, when he comments on my blog. I have a very sensitive nose too, and I smell spiritual things. Often times I smell flowers when there is a good spirit or maybe an angel nearby. I smell my grandma’s house sometimes (I actually thought once that our house smelled like hers, but her house was very old, from the 1800’s and our house is only 5 years old) and then I got a message from her. This is kind of a side story, but I must share it. Melvin and I and our kids went to a Spiritist Conference in Florida, and there was a woman I never met before, who was walking by, coming out of the conference room and I was just standing outside the door. She just stopped and told me my Grandma said that everything was alright and (the woman pointed at my toddler Melody) said that I now have what I lost. Another woman walked up to me and said she had a vision that I had a miscarriage in the past. I had, it was the pregnancy before I had Melody. She said that Melody was the same child.

So to make a long story short, I’ve learned a lot of spiritual things that are very good evidence of the reality of it, one of them is that smell is a very good indicator.

Okay one more story. We used to have like 7 or 8 smoke alarms all through the house. We also have a heat detecting fire alarm connected to our alarm system, and we also have a plug in carbon monoxide detector that came with the house (I suppose because we have gas heat). Anyway we have taken down all of the smoke alarms except the one connected to our alarm system and the CO detector. When I was a child there was a fire in our apartments. Half of our building was burnt down completely, we were the second from the end that didn’t burn. The very next apartment towards the burnt half had to be evacuated because of smoke and water damage. We didn’t have to move, but for a long time you could smell that wet burnt smell and it haunted me. I was very young, but I think someone died in the fire. Our apartments had the kind of fire alarms that were big red bells in each stairwell. There was one just on the other side of my bedroom wall. That one had a short in it, and sometimes it would just go off for no reason. It became the object of a lot of anxiety when I was a kid. My mom still lives in that apartment, 30 years later. They have fixed that bell and replaced parts, and even changed the whole system to where you have to call the fire department (It used to be automatic, but there were too many false alarms). And to this day it still shorts out sometimes. Anyway back to our smoke alarms in our house. One night I had some kind of dream, I can’t remember now, but I smelled smoke, and that old burnt smell. Then we were woke up by all of the alarms going off, and there was no fire. They weren’t steady going off, they were all just beeping and beeping. The last one Melvin took down, still beeped after he took the battery out! After I got over being so shaken by it all, we talked about it and I realized there really was a boy that died in the fire. I even wonder if he was around, or with me for all these years. I can almost say I know what it feels like to die in a fire. It seemed like he was satisfied after that day and I haven’t felt him around anymore.

I hope this isn’t too much. I have had a lot of spiritual experiences in my life. I guess that might have something to do with my soul mate ending up to be the leader in near-death studies, and spiritual science.

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